if only this helped

some days she doesn’t eat:
“i’m not hungry” she says, 
her stomach disagrees.
“i ate too much in school”,
“i ate too much at home”.
some days she runs a little more:
“i can do this much” she says, 
her feet are sore,
they are neatly decorate with blisters
and painted over by the crimson red
she blames her weight gain over
every 28 days.