have you lost weight recently?

i want to be invincible.
like every average teenager 
i want to be ‘acceptable’,
i want to be shrinkable 
and irresistible.
i want to be slim, 
with an hour-glass body,
with, 
my face drowned in cosmetics too
while I try to shout 
for my salvation, 
but all that comes out 
is a muffled
“thank you”.